So much has changed!

Life has been crazy.

I am now 16 weeks pregnant and so many things have changed. My morning sickness has mostly gone away, when I don’t eat enough during the day or I stay up too late I will end up vomitting. But I am okay with that, as long as it’s not 24\7.   (17 weeks on October 2nd) I am starting to look pregnant I think, although I wasn’t the skinniest before I got pregnant as I had a lot of baby weight still left from my first child, Azura. I have felt the baby move a few times the last 2-3 weeks which is really exciting. Movements is one of the few things I am looking forward to.

My grandfather recently passed away on Setpember 20th, 2015. That was a hard day. I was very close with him, but now he is in a better place. He was suffering with cancer for the last 10 years and near the end he just wanted it to be over. He didn’t want to suffer anymore. He spent the last 14 days of his life in the hospital. I try not to think about it much. I feel as though it hasn’t sunk in completely yet. Every once in a while I’ll just say “My grandfather is dead” and I’m just in disbelief.

Azura will be 10 months old in 5 days. I am so shocked that it has been that long. So much has happened in that time. Azura is sitting up, she is crawling all over the place, She pulls herself up on furniture and everything and anything. She is almost walking! I would imagine that she will be walking within the next couple of weeks. She has started letting go of things and just standing there for a second, then squats down and sits. Halloween is coming up and I have no idea what she is going to be. My boyfriends mother has given us a couple of costumes. (A cat and a pumpkin which are very cute) But we will see what she ends up going as!

I am so thankful for my little growing family. They have helped me through so much and I just hope that I help them as much as they help me.

Life is precious.



Today I am without my baby girl so I have been having some much needed relaxtion time. I haven’t really done anything. Wrote an email to my lawyer, watch a documentary did a workout. It has been a pretty good day.

on July 2nd I found out that I was pregnant with my second. My boyfriend and I are so extremely happy and excited. Right now I am 5 weeks and 3 days. My first doctors appointment is July 23rd. My due date is march 11th of 2016!

I have been having a lot of things going on in my life, a lot of stressful things going on and when me and my boyfriend decided to try getting pregnant I was worried that being pregnant would just add to the stress. I am pleasantly surprised to say that finding out I am pregnant has given me a sense of peace about everything that is happening. Although I know that this may not last as there is a very good chance that I will become extremely sick, as I was with my last two pregnancies. I want to take in all of this peaceful feeling and keep it in a stash for when times get tough and stressful again.

Symptom wise I have not had many yet. I do have tender breasts sometimes and I can feel my uterus stretching. My biggest symptom in exhaustion. I just feel I can not get enough sleep. My daughter is a terrific sleeper and doesn’t wake up through the night so I just have to go to bed at a regular house unstead of sometime past midnight.

Now I think it is time for a little nap\documentaries on netflix.



A little about me!

My name is Kimberly Pineo, but Kim is fine.

I am a mother and a girlfriend.

I am a daughter and a sister.

I am a neice and an aunt.

I am 21 years old.

I have a daughter, Azura who was born on December 4th of 2014. She is currently 6 months old.

I have a husband, I have an amazing boyfriend now.

My daughter has a loving, caring, affectionate, and devoted mother who is more than a little bit terrified that she isn’t doing anything right.

My boyfriend has a commited, romantic, loyal, and loving spouse.

I have daily struggles just like everyone.

I struggle with depression and possible OCD thoughts.

I struggle with my ex husband and the custody battle we are going through.

I am a mother. I am a woman. I am Kim.

I am not a perfect mother but I do my best as perfectly as I can.